January 2012
5 posts
Unhappy. Very unhappy for a long time now.
“Sometimes I don’t feel very social and I just go to sleep.”
– Ezra Koenig (via eletheowl)
Double ear infection = Double Dumb
Plus vertigo and a headache = Misery :(
December 2011
1 post
November 2011
13 posts
•fever
•chills
•body aches
•horrible pain in my stomach
•headache from hell
THIS IS NOT GOOD :(
“Socializing is as exhausting as giving blood. People assume we loners are...”
– Anneli Rufus (via zaedilux)
It’s like being in the ocean engulfed by a massive blue Trying to stay afloat and you know No one is coming There are no ships breaking the night But You swim on Relying on your own will to survive But You are human And can only last for so long But You can’t just give up Let go, lie back, and drown No. You Swim on.
Emotional much?
Was listening to Christmas music in the car today and started crying…That’s just sad.
It's not real. It's not real. It's not real.
My crazy has been getting the best of me…maybe I’ll sleep tonight. :(
October 2011
11 posts
Eh
Things aren’t getting better. My body is still trying to evict me. Money hasn’t been this bad in a long time. I’m tired and emotional and just not up to life at all. Maybe November will be better.
I don't know how much more I can take.
“And if I could tell you how I really felt, the world would be off of my...”
– (via eletheowl)
The past couple weeks have been real hard, today even harder. I need a day of fun, a day away. I need some time out of my head, some time to distract me from what’s going on.
ANXIOUS. :(
This place, this limbo It sucks the energy from my body. It takes my dreams and in their place leaves a hollow memory of things once so beautiful to me. My mind is rarely my own. My thoughts possessed by a mind sickness. I’m left to the harsh whim of the ruler in this land. I’m tired of bowing, of cowering.
There’s so much I don’t say. I do believe it will kill me one day.
September 2011
6 posts
6 tags
“I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart: I am, I am, I am.”
– Sylvia Plath (via fishingboatproceeds)
“I’m scared that I’m gonna end up alone I’m scared that I’m always gonna be...”
– (via eletheowl)
August 2011
25 posts
“You can always tell when two people are best friends because they’re always...”
– (via eletheowl)
